So it is valentines day again... only this year I am celebrating it alone... It was this time last year that I was out spending alot of money lol.... not that i regret it or anything because at the time it was a very enjoyable experience... But by not having anyone to spend tons of money on this year i have realized how much money being in a relationship can be if you happen to like to go all out for the person you care about, which I dont know if it is fortunately or unfornately the case for me. Cause on the one hand it really shows the person you care about them and makes them feel like the most special person in the world, but on the other hand it can take alot out of you and your wallet. Oh well, this year is simple, nothing that I have to majorly worry about. Eh well I am just sitting here at work with nothing better to do but sit here and type about life. Hmmmmmm I am able to bowl again so that makes me happy, I just can't bowl as much as i may like, but that is not a bad thing because I don't spend half as much money as I did before :)

Hmmmmmmmmmm, SO here is the question of the day, do you really like someone when a fragerence in the air reminds you of them, a song on the radio instantly reminds you of a moment you spent with them, a color on someone's shirt reminds you of the last time you looked into their eyes, a laugh you hear behind you sounds so much like them you could have sworn they'd be there when you turn around, and all this happens when you try not to think of them...

Well at the request of someone special i decided to make an update -.- and get rid of a past one... soooooo i don't know what to write about...I haven't been able to bowl in awhile because of my wrist and carple tunnel syndrome or something along the lines of that and so i have been doing a bunch of nothing... I have a bad case of apathy for school... which could get me in trouble but I am hoping to get by... But now a days i just wish i could sleep all the time... lol i didn't want to say "sleep forever" because that would sound like i am all suicidal and crap but i am not Emo like that anyways well heres and Update! Hope you enjoyed it .

"one of those moments where nothing had to be said to say anything , and everything was being said by saying nothing... it was just perfect just being in the presence of each other"

these are the moments that we as people strive and live for :)

Well the first day of school is finished for the day -.- can't say it was great to be back but it was kind of good... For some reason school just seems to make you tired and not want to do anything... especially being a senior and knowing this is the last year of it all. All the drama, all the stupid homework, and all the gay classes. But it is also near the end of seeing most of my friends every day, almost near the end of being around all that has been familiar for so long. Oh well i enjoy change and i embrace it. ANd you can always come back. The break was good... and fairly long, it didn't feel short because i had a fairly even amount of days where i was busy all day and days where i wasn't busy at all. There was some good times.... and some ok times.... hardly any bad times at all. So that made the break great. I got really close to some of my friends in such a short time and i am greatly appreciative for it . but anyways i am just writing an entry because i am just bored sitting here doing nothing and i didn't feel like reading a book so i decided i would waste some odd 5 minutes doing this. anyways i am out

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